I actually caught a glimpse of myself yesterday. I stopped and stared-it took me a second to recognize myself but I welcomed the familarity. 'why hello there stranger! It's been a long winter!'
The sun was shining brightly and the car windows were down. Music played and looking in the rearview my three yr olds smile met with mine. Ahh a warm sunny day! I could feel my insides smiling! I could feel the endorphins pumping causing a natural high,causing a contagious happiness brought on by a beautiful warm day!
My senses seemed enhanced-music sounded clearer,colors brighter and nothing but the smell of spring filled my nostrils. Life was good! My problems and concerns faded to a closet somewhere in my brain being stored for a later time. Everyone I met with seemed to smile and have an energy about them. It was contagious brought on by mother natures own smile, which by today has turned to a threatening frown. Subsequently I'm crashing from yesterdays natural high and have already begun to withdraw from lack of sun. Was yesterday just a reminder that good times are just around the bend and the crawling cold days of winter will soon be behind us? I think mother nature pitied me and threw me a bone. Her pity party is obviously over now and I feel like she is mocking me with today's dark skies and downpours.
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